| Well, for those of you few who read this xanga thing and have asked me repeatedly to post something, I say, "Thanks for caring". I wish I could tell you everything is fine and dandy in shonnie world. The good thing is that Jesus still gives me grace and loves me enough to stay with me no matter what. Just in case you guys didn't know, Yom Kippur is just around the corner. Now, you could be saying..."I'm not jewish", but several people in the past couple of days have reminded me of this holiday and Sam talked to me last night about seasons. How there are different seasons that crops grow and also different seasons in our lives. I'm not exactly sure how this applies to me, but I'm going to hold onto the fact that things are about to turn around...it's about to be a new season. In the past week or so i've broken up with a boy, found out that I needed another job, applied to several jobs that I have not gotten hired for, and decided that I don't want to be in ruston anymore. Now...the thing is that I know that one day I'm going to look back on this time in my life and realize that this was God's way of opening up opportunities, I know that I'm going to thank God for taking away things that were hindering a new chapter in my life, but right now I'm wondering what is going on. I hope and pray to God that I can be brave enough for change. I hope that I can grab the opportunities that come up and be a better version of myself when all is said and done. I appreciate any prayers that anyone wants to throw up for me and you know, if you have any suggestions for a good place to move, let me know. :)
shonnie
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| Church does not equal business.
Church does equal all people who are members of the body of Christ.
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| So... I think that when Jesus said, "Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness for they will be satisfied", He meant in every area of our lives, not just satisfied with righteousness. I've been thinking about this because a lot of times I hunger and thirst for adventure and I'm never satisfied. I think that if I had the necessary funding I would definitely be an adrenaline junkie. I would still never be satisfied with any height or depth or speed. But, when I hunger and thirst for righteousness, satisfaction is sure to come and now that I'm thinking about it, that search for righteousness would surely bring adventure.
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| I think this could be a very exciting year jam packed with newness.
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| unfortunately yesterday i found out that i am an extrememly selfish person.
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